DISCOGRAPHY

How did we get there cover

HOW DID WE GET THERE ?

2022 – Last Train Productions
Distributed by Modulor Distributions

LYRICS

All those cages we built up are now quite small enough to arouse the worst.
It led to nothing but hate and loathing.

Romances and tales have been replaced by scandals and hearsays. The weight of our words.
Speculation as sweet salvation.

We surrendered our devils and our gods, we took a chance and shaped the fate of the world.
We finally did get there. How did we get there ?

I can’t stand this world no more. I can’t stand this world anymore.

Tell me, when did we start to care about what’s meaningless and settle down in a mess like this ?
We’re half awake in an aimless scrolling.

We’re slowly turning into an illusion. Who’s looking back ?

When did we start to fall apart ? When did we dump our wounded hearts ?

Breathe in, breathe out,
It did not turn out the way we hoped it would.
The way we hoped it would.

We’ve been busy being born, now we’re busy dying.
I want to believe we’ll be able to forgive ourselves.

How did we get there ? How did we ?

I can’t, I just can’t take it anymore. We’re busy dying.

The hopes and prayers are gone with our better days.
We never thought they would save us anyway.

Too sore to dare, I’ve never felt this way before.
I’ve tried but I can’t stand this world anymore.

The Big Picture cover

THE BIG PICTURE

2019 – Deaf Rock Records, a division of Pegase
Distributed in France by Caroline International, Universal Music France
Under exclusive license to Radicalis Gmbh in GSA

LYRICS

This is the end of everything,
A bunch of ashes into the wind
I hear you talk, why don’t you sing ? It’s all over.
I drown myself into the booze,
But trouble foats and turns to bruises.
I let you play, why don’t you lose ?It’s all over.

For I gave you all.
I got my feet into the grave while you were dancing in the hall.
I’m all alone.

A thousand days to realize,
How much you people are hypnotized. Be sincere,
I’ll tell you lies. I’ll tell you nothing.

For I gave you all.
I got my feet into the grave while you were dancing in the hall.
I hate you all.
Don’t let me in, I’ll pull you down, cause everything is different now.
I’m all alone.

This is the end of everything.
Everything’s meant to restart.

Start all over again. It’s all over now, it’s all over.
It’s all over now !

For I gave you all.
I got my feet into the grave while you were dancing in the hall.
I hate you all.
Don’t let me in, I’ll pull you down, cause everything is different now.
I’m all alone.

There’s something that’s crawling in my skin, I can feel it inside.
I peel myself from head to toe, it’s growing from nothing, but craving for more.

So tell me when I let you in,I just need to scratch you out of my veins. To bleed you out into a thousand scars.I can’t stand ourself anymore.

Settled in, it’s starving destroying the days I had before.
I toss and turn from dusk till dawn I’m locked in my own spin with no place to hide.

So tell me when I let you in,I just need to scratch you out of my veins. To bleed you out into a thousand scars.I can’t stand ourself anymore.

Oh will you ever tell me when I let you in, I just need to scratch you out of my veins.
To bleed you out into a thousand scars.I can’t stand ourself anymore.

First for danger : « With or without »
Let’s have a toast to feel stronger, awake for the next three hours.
Whatever the reason, under the moon, under the sun, we do it again.
We crumble our sorrow until the morrow. We remain the same, ashamed.

We’re falling on our knees again, remember our shelter.
We’re falling on our knees again and we’re taking a step further down…

…to feel secure : « With or without »
Let’s have a toast again ! Let’s take an other and burn for the next six hours.
Whatever the season, who cares about prison, we do it again.
Sweating in winter. Snow every summer. We’re drowning in shame (the shame).

We’re falling on our knees again. remember our shelter.
We’re falling on our knees again and we’re taking a step further down…

Have you ever tried ?
Do you even mean to ?
Have you ever had your back against the wall ?
Would you step aside ?
It doesn’t mean a thing to you !
Do you even care about the ones who really had to crawl ?
Can you walk against the wind and hold a landslide with your hands ?Can you brave the tide and set the sand on fire when it rains ?

You better give the best of yourself,
I won’t wait in vain no more,
Now I only bet on myself.
I’d rather be alone than lonely with you.

You don’t wanna know what I’m willing to leave behind.
Would you ever take a gamble if you had a chance to die ?
Did you face your fears ? Did you taste your tears ?
Do you know where you belong ?

You better give the best of yourself,
I won’t wait in vain no more,
Now I only bet on myself.I’d rather be alone than lonely with you.
I’m so lonely with you.

You pretend to be the same, to understand.
But your pride is worthless, I’ll keep my promise you won’t forget my name.

You better give the best of yourself,
I won’t wait in vain no more,
Now I only bet on myself.I’d rather be alone than lonely with you.
I’m so lonely with you.

How could I’ve been so confused ?
I tried so hard to tighten the noose.
I’ve been busy mending the pieces of my heart
But every wounded part is still dedicated to the idea of someone.

How could I’ve been so obsessed ?
The songs, the tats and all the rest.
I’ll have to lose it all to finally know the reason why,
I’m lurching through the days and getting fucked up every night. Cause out of the blue, I got addicted to the idea of someone.

How could I fool myself with such a lie ?
Oh should I fall in love to finally fall apart again ?

Everything is in motion down here, but nobody cares.
There’s no more abnegation to fear, it’s so unfair.
I take it from the inside, I’m trying another way.
You’re praying from the otherside, you threw it all away. So tell me…

I can get through the day with arms wide open.
There’s nothing left to say but where the fuck were you ?

I really wanna throw up, baby, you make me so sick.
I’ve been tired of being your back up lately, you still don’t know shit. The righteous are on both sides they’re starting to decay.
So tell me…

I can get through the day with arms wide open.
There’s nothing left to say but where the fuck were you ?

Did you believe I’d be disappointed ?
Disappointed over you.

Trouble all around me.
Ahead and behind, on my left, on my right, that’s all I can see.
I can’t take it one way or the other.
How could I think I could be something else than a faded flower.

I’ve been tired since 1994.
Dried out and worn, I can’t remember how it feels to be bored.
I’m still dancing with pressure and fear.
Inmate from myself, there’s nothing I wish but to disappear.

I’m starting to fade away !
I’m too young to fade away !
No I just can’t fade away !
No I can’t, I can’t !

While details slowly get too blurry,
Cracks appear that I’m too blind to see.
Somehow it feels like I can’t feel anything as strong as before,
It’s no one’s fault.

There was something special all around.
You know I spent every moment I had to believe it !
It’s not so unusual to collide,
How go I tell you that nothing can last forever ?

What if we fall into oblivion ?
If mom’s no longer proud of her son ?
Do I make you proud ?

There’s still something special all around.
You know I spend every moment I have to believe it !
It’s not so unusual to collide,
We’re too young to believe it won’t last forever.

Here it begins. It’s the point of no return,
We won’t disown the place where we belong.
We’re digging, defying,
Forever growing right where we belong.
We’re still digging, with our bare hands, by ourself.

We won’t disown the place where we belong !
Forever growing right where we belong !
Forever growing right where we belong.

While seasons fow into one another,
It’s getting so hard to remember,
Those memories I don’t even have.
All the summer romances we never had,
Every dance I never danced with her,
What we’ve never been through together.

She’s a woman and so much more. She’s a woman.

I got so many pictures on my walls,Dad asking : « when is she coming home ? »
He doesn’t know she doesn’t know me at all.
Sometimes, I wish I could be a decade older,
And wave these years goodbye to be with her,
So she could turn me into a better man.

Cause she’s a woman and so much more. She’s a woman.

Born to complain I’m not meant to go back,
Her brown hair turned to red and then to black,
My blue songs keep flling my paperback.
They don’t know shit about what I’m feeling,They laugh but no one dries the tears that are falling, There’s no dressing for my heart.

She’s just a woman but so much more.

Weathering cover

WEATHERING

2017 – Cold Fame Records
Under exclusive license to Barclay, Universal Music France

LYRICS

Please me,
Oh won’t you ever please me ?
You will give me the faith and I’ll bring it on,
I need to fll my lungs.
Guide me,
I need you to guide me.
Oh will you ever guide me ?
You will show me the way, I’ll take the other one, There’s a way through the storm.

Walking,
Come on and keep on walking.
And baby don’t stop or you will fall into the hole,
The trap that attracted me and killed me.
This coward simply killed me.
He took my inspiration, he took it all,
I was dropped by the doves.

Stuck and retarded, you just keep on trying,
Lost in your thoughts, you won’t share anything, The crowd inside will not let you fght,
Alone in the dark, you’ve never seen the light.

No dumb surrenders, I’ll never let you give up,
No past no future, your life is a whisper,
Your screams are bleeding through the backdoor, Alone in the dark, you’ve never seen the light.

Following our laws we planed to kill a guy, Everybody knows that we deserve to die.
Jane is a heroin for me,
She’s got no sorrows, she’s got no family.
Jane is a killer and we shoot for the others…

Downhill there’s a path and we should take it tonight, Now rain turns to snow we’re ready for the fght. Jane is a heroin for me,
She’s got no sorrows, she’s got no family.
Jane is a killer and we shoot for the others,
For the bliss of the century.

Oh man !
You know that you’d better run,
Because Jane won’t let you go.
Oh guy you won’t see the sun again,
I’m telling you man !
You know that you’d better run,
Sweet Jane is a kill machine,
You’re so close to the weapon,
And it’s loaded…

Following our laws we planed to kill a guy,
I feel it in my bones his soul went to the sky.
Jane is a heroin for me,
She’s got no sorrows, she’s got no family.
Jane is a killer and we’re not like the others,
We got lost in this century.

Did you skin my wings or throw them away ?
Did you feel my wounds, did you heal me ?
Where did you hide our burning salvation ?
Why did you quit for a new relation ?
You’re wasting your time, believe me.

You treated me like a fool, like a liar,
Cause you couldn’t stand my desire.
It was quite an awkward situation,
It had became a bloody addiction,
I wasted my time, forgive me.

I’d have been yours, if you had been mine,
But my hopes had faded by the time.
Can you hear me tonight ?

Do you wanna play a game ? I know that you do.
You’ll give me the name of a song that’s special to you.
I don’t need an explanation, don’t need no advice,
I walk through the drizzle, I don’t need a path.

I’m not afraid to wait with the golden songs,
No winner in this game, just treasures we found.
I’ve known them for so long, they’re part of me,
And tears fall easily with the golden songs.

When we leave these miles behind us,
We’ll see the fire on the mountain.
We’ll see the fire,
Holy Fire.

As we run, the top is coming down,
And the flame keeps on shining.
As we crawl, all things are falling,
And our shadows become silver lighting.
All smokes go up, all minds go down,
And it keeps on burning.

When we left these miles behind us,
We saw the mountains facing each other.
And now all the mountains are gone in the fire.
Holy Fire.

We saw the mountain, black as a feather,
And now all the mountains are gone in the fire.
Holy Fire.

This day has gone just like the one before ,
A waste of time, something I should overcome.
I’m breaking up and breaking it down,
It’s not enough to know what I’m looking for.

Oh do you know the moment it started ?
When I became someone you used to know.
Troubles and fears collide in my head,
Ink in my tears beginning to overflow.

Feel something,
Hear something

Need something new, I want the truth.
I’m dead inside.

Stuck in a loop, filling myself with void,
The things I keep eventually pull me down. There was a time you were the way out,
I can’t remind when the curtains became a wall. This day has gone, just like before.
I’m feeling empty, like dead inside,
I’m breaking up and breaking it down.
Still not enough to know what I’m looking for.

Amazed by the fishing lines,
The organ is fading in through the night.
I wonder how I land in this mess,
Where I see you dancing in disorder,
Wearing your Finland’s princess dress.
A blink would drag me through the clouds,
You dream about a house on the moon.

Dazed in the crowd,
Your cold voice is ringing in my head,
And all around.
Someday I’ll give you all I found on the way,
I’ll offer you the songs, the words, the promises,
The things I never dare to say.
A blink would drag me through the clouds,
You dream about a house on the moon.

I’m gonna build a house on the moon,
I’m gonna build your house on the moon.

Swear I will be a Sunday morning son.
Breathing light, stop looking in a deep black tunnel.
See the sun’s birth, living the day as the night.
It don’t take that much. Alright.

Swear I will be a Sunday morning son.
Feeling my heart beating for a brand new song.
See the black bird singing high in the sky,
Believe in a god inside.

No I’m not this son but I feel alive,
And God knows I try.

I’m tired I could sleep till the end of time,
But my bedroom is just way out of sight.
I’m lying in the past on a battlefield,
And my enemies don’t glow in the night.
Hot summer ends.

Every single promise you made my brother,
Just led me deeper into the maze.
While we were in this bitter conquest together,
We slowly took two different ways.
Hot summer ends.

Go back to your troubles !
And I’ll go back to mine.
Hot summer ends.
Time can fix everything,
Just wait and see.

I’m not used to be carried away,
By the wise, by the ties,
By the others and their lies.
I’m tired but I’m still awake,
I’m a knight, am I right ?
I’m willing to fight,
Even if hot summer ends.
Hot summer ends.

Just because you burn,
Doesn’t mean you can stop me.
You don’t rock, you don’t roll,
It’s time to make it on my own.
I need a brand new day, I need a new life,
You were mine some day,
On the tip of my knife.

There’s no way I could be so blind,
You were mine that day,
I didn’t give you a dime.

Do you need somebody ?
I need somebody to drag me up,
When I’m falling down.

It takes you like a cold fever,
It does it like no other.

I’m feeling like a stone on the seaside,
Ideas waving and gnawing my mind.
It feels like I’ll never write anymore,
Today I’ve got another date with the pressure.

I’m looking for something and never surrender, I just want to create again.
I’m willing to pay for an idea,
But the pages still remain empty.
Feeling miserable into this void,
Do you realize that I’m not an employee ?What if I have no words, if I don’t want to sing ?If the end came before the beginning ?

FRAGILE EP

FRAGILE (EP)

2016 – Cold Fame Records
Under exclusive license to Barclay, Universal Music France

LYRICS

This day has gone just like the one before ,
A waste of time, something I should overcome.
I’m breaking up and breaking it down,
It’s not enough to know what I’m looking for.

Oh do you know the moment it started ?
When I became someone you used to know.
Troubles and fears collide in my head,
Ink in my tears beginning to overflow.

Feel something,
Hear something

Need something new, I want the truth.
I’m dead inside.

Stuck in a loop, filling myself with void,
The things I keep eventually pull me down. There was a time you were the way out,
I can’t remind when the curtains became a wall. This day has gone, just like before.
I’m feeling empty, like dead inside,
I’m breaking up and breaking it down.
Still not enough to know what I’m looking for.

Amazed by the fishing lines,
The organ is fading in through the night.
I wonder how I land in this mess,
Where I see you dancing in disorder,
Wearing your Finland’s princess dress.
A blink would drag me through the clouds,
You dream about a house on the moon.

Dazed in the crowd,
Your cold voice is ringing in my head,
And all around.
Someday I’ll give you all I found on the way,
I’ll offer you the songs, the words, the promises,
The things I never dare to say.
A blink would drag me through the clouds,
You dream about a house on the moon.

I’m gonna build a house on the moon,
I’m gonna build your house on the moon.

You’ve got your mind dazed,
You’ve got your eyes hazed,
You talk, talk, talk too much,
Does your head get touched.

You lost your life sense,
You’ve got your mind a fence,
No one is speaking at all,
When you walk on a one side road.

You’ve got your mind dazed,
You’ve got your eyes hazed,
You talk, talk, talk too much,
Does your head get touched.

It’s so easy,
So fucking easy,
No one is speaking at all,
When you walk on a one side road.

I’ve more hate for people than I’ve ever had,
No word in the world, can heal my head.
I wish for the day that, that you’ll be falling,
And I wish that I, will be the only one who’s shining.

I’ve got more than one enemy tonight,
I swear, I’m not afraid to die !
And I, I can’t stand you anymore, like every time
You’ll remain, and I’ll be gone, tonight.

I hope one day is coming, I don’t need to hide,
A red glowing flame will be burning your pride.
If I’m too young for you, you’re too old for me,
You’ll be thinking about it, when you’ll be sinking into the sea !

I’ve got more than one enemy tonight,
I swear, I’m not afraid to die !
And I, I can’t stand you anymore, like every time
You’ll remain, and I’ll be gone, tonight.

You can lie ! You can laugh !
None of my songs will never die !
I’ve said nothing ! Oh nothing !
I spit on your wasted life !
Your bloody ears will be never dry !
I’ve said nothing ! Oh nothing ! Oh listen !

Holy Family cover

THE HOLY FAMILY (EP)

2015 – Cold Fame Records
Under exclusive license to Barclay, Universal Music France

LYRICS

Hey there, you don’t know our name,
But you won’t be the same,
When you’ll get out of here.

Hey guys, could you give up your mind,
We’re leaving together to the other side.

Everybody, get higher with me,
We’re gonna feel the fire,
We’re gonna burn the sea.

Hey there, come close to the stage,
Leaving the golden age of nowhere.

Shining in the holy family,
Melt the century of gold.
Rising the old white flag,
Unite my friends right now.

Just because you burn,
Doesn’t mean you can stop me.
You don’t rock, you don’t roll,
It’s time to make it on my own.
I need a brand new day, I need a new life,
You were mine some day,
On the tip of my knife.

There’s no way I could be so blind,
You were mine that day,
I didn’t give you a dime.

Do you need somebody ?
I need somebody to drag me up,
When I’m falling down.

It takes you like a cold fever,
It does it like no other.

When we leave these miles behind us,
We’ll see the fre on the mountain.
We’ll see the fre,
Holy Fire.

As we run, the top is coming down,
And the fame keeps on shining.
As we crawl, all things are falling,
And our shadows become silver lighting.
All smokes go up, all minds go down,
And it keeps on burning.

When we left these miles behind us,
We saw the mountains facing each other.
And now all the mountains are gone in the fre.
Holy Fire.

We saw the mountain, black as a feather,
And now all the mountains are gone in the fre.
Holy Fire.

I need to tell you a secret,
‘Cause I can’t keep it for me.
I need to tell you a secret,
‘Cause I’m gonna leave you baby.

I need to tell you a secret,
‘Cause I can’t just wait and see.
Oh I need to tell you a secret,
It’s over, for ever and ever, ever

Hey, you just got to keep it on,
Hey babe, can you just keep holding on ?
Hey, you just got to keep it on,
Hey babe, can you just keep holding on ?

I need to tell you a secret,
‘Cause I can’t keep it for me.
Oh I need to tell you a secret,
Yeah I’m going to leave you baby.

I’m leaving you now, I’m leaving you now.
I need to tell to tell you a secret, ‘cause I can’t keep it for me.
To protect the ones you love, sometimes it’s better to leave.