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The Big Picture

LAST-TRAIN-SHOP-THE-BIG-PICTURE-CD-VINYLE

About The Release

2019
Deaf Rock Records, a division of Pegase
Distributed in France by Caroline International, Universal Music France Under exclusive license to Radicalis Gmbh in GSA

 

 

Lyrics:

ALL ALONE

This is the end of everything,
A bunch of ashes into the wind
I hear you talk, why don’t you sing ? It’s all over.
I drown myself into the booze,
But trouble foats and turns to bruises.
I let you play, why don’t you lose ?It’s all over.

For I gave you all.
I got my feet into the grave while you were dancing in the hall.
I’m all alone.

A thousand days to realize,
How much you people are hypnotized. Be sincere,
I’ll tell you lies. I’ll tell you nothing.

For I gave you all.
I got my feet into the grave while you were dancing in the hall.
I hate you all.
Don’t let me in, I’ll pull you down, cause everything is different now.
I’m all alone.

This is the end of everything.
Everything’s meant to restart.

Start all over again. It’s all over now, it’s all over.
It’s all over now !

For I gave you all.
I got my feet into the grave while you were dancing in the hall.
I hate you all.
Don’t let me in, I’ll pull you down, cause everything is different now.
I’m all alone.

SCARS

There’s something that’s crawling in my skin, I can feel it inside.
I peel myself from head to toe, it’s growing from nothing, but craving for more.

So tell me when I let you in,I just need to scratch you out of my veins. To bleed you out into a thousand scars.I can’t stand ourself anymore.

Settled in, it’s starving destroying the days I had before.
I toss and turn from dusk till dawn I’m locked in my own spin with no place to hide.

So tell me when I let you in,I just need to scratch you out of my veins. To bleed you out into a thousand scars.I can’t stand ourself anymore.

Oh will you ever tell me when I let you in, I just need to scratch you out of my veins.
To bleed you out into a thousand scars.I can’t stand ourself anymore.

ON OUR KNEES

First for danger : « With or without »
Let’s have a toast to feel stronger, awake for the next three hours.
Whatever the reason, under the moon, under the sun, we do it again.
We crumble our sorrow until the morrow. We remain the same, ashamed.

We’re falling on our knees again, remember our shelter.
We’re falling on our knees again and we’re taking a step further down...

...to feel secure : « With or without »
Let’s have a toast again ! Let’s take an other and burn for the next six hours.
Whatever the season, who cares about prison, we do it again.
Sweating in winter. Snow every summer. We’re drowning in shame (the shame).

We’re falling on our knees again. remember our shelter.
We’re falling on our knees again and we’re taking a step further down...

I ONLY BET ON MYSELF

Have you ever tried ?
Do you even mean to ?
Have you ever had your back against the wall ?
Would you step aside ?
It doesn’t mean a thing to you !
Do you even care about the ones who really had to crawl ?
Can you walk against the wind and hold a landslide with your hands ?Can you brave the tide and set the sand on fire when it rains ?

You better give the best of yourself,
I won’t wait in vain no more,
Now I only bet on myself.
I’d rather be alone than lonely with you.

You don’t wanna know what I’m willing to leave behind.
Would you ever take a gamble if you had a chance to die ?
Did you face your fears ? Did you taste your tears ?
Do you know where you belong ?

You better give the best of yourself,
I won’t wait in vain no more,
Now I only bet on myself.I’d rather be alone than lonely with you.
I’m so lonely with you.

You pretend to be the same, to understand.
But your pride is worthless, I’ll keep my promise you won’t forget my name.

You better give the best of yourself,
I won’t wait in vain no more,
Now I only bet on myself.I’d rather be alone than lonely with you.
I’m so lonely with you.

THE IDEA OF SOMEONE

How could I’ve been so confused ?
I tried so hard to tighten the noose.
I’ve been busy mending the pieces of my heart
But every wounded part is still dedicated to the idea of someone.

How could I’ve been so obsessed ?
The songs, the tats and all the rest.
I’ll have to lose it all to finally know the reason why,
I’m lurching through the days and getting fucked up every night. Cause out of the blue, I got addicted to the idea of someone.

How could I fool myself with such a lie ?
Oh should I fall in love to finally fall apart again ?

DISAPPOINTED

Everything is in motion down here, but nobody cares.
There’s no more abnegation to fear, it’s so unfair.
I take it from the inside, I’m trying another way.
You’re praying from the otherside, you threw it all away. So tell me...

I can get through the day with arms wide open.
There’s nothing left to say but where the fuck were you ?

I really wanna throw up, baby, you make me so sick.
I’ve been tired of being your back up lately, you still don’t know shit. The righteous are on both sides they’re starting to decay.
So tell me…

I can get through the day with arms wide open.
There’s nothing left to say but where the fuck were you ?

Did you believe I’d be disappointed ?
Disappointed over you.

TIRED SINCE 1994

Trouble all around me.
Ahead and behind, on my left, on my right, that's all I can see. I can take it one way or the other.
How could I think I could be something else than a faded fower.

I’ve been tired since 1994.
Dried out and worn, I can’t remember how it feels to be bored. I’m still dancing with pressure and fear.
Inmate from myself, there's nothing I wish but to disappear.

I’m starting to fade away !
I’m too young to fade away !
No I just can’t fade away !
No I can’t, I can’t !

RIGHT WHERE WE BELONG

While details slowly get too blurry,
Cracks appear that I’m too blind to see.
Somehow it feels like I can’t feel anything as strong as before,
It’s no one’s fault.

There was something special all around.
You know I spent every moment I had to believe it !
It’s not so unusual to collide,
How go I tell you that nothing can last forever ?

What if we fall into oblivion ?
If mom’s no longer proud of her son ?
Do I make you proud ?

There’s still something special all around.
You know I spend every moment I have to believe it !
It’s not so unusual to collide,
We’re too young to believe it won’t last forever.

Here it begins. It’s the point of no return,
We won’t disown the place where we belong.
We’re digging, defying,
Forever growing right where we belong.
We’re still digging, with our bare hands, by ourself.

We won’t disown the place where we belong !
Forever growing right where we belong !
Forever growing right where we belong.

A STEP FURTHER DOWN

SOON

THE BIG PICTURE

While seasons fow into one another,
It’s getting so hard to remember,
Those memories I don’t even have.
All the summer romances we never had,
Every dance I never danced with her,
What we’ve never been through together.

She’s a woman and so much more. She’s a woman.

I got so many pictures on my walls,Dad asking : « when is she coming home ? »
He doesn’t know she doesn’t know me at all.
Sometimes, I wish I could be a decade older,
And wave these years goodbye to be with her,
So she could turn me into a better man.

Cause she’s a woman and so much more. She’s a woman.

Born to complain I’m not meant to go back,
Her brown hair turned to red and then to black,
My blue songs keep flling my paperback.
They don’t know shit about what I’m feeling,They laugh but no one dries the tears that are falling, There’s no dressing for my heart.

She’s just a woman but so much more.